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跟帖11：英语的。
y own grandfather fondled me when I was in first or second grade. My parents invited him to visit us from rural area. My grandma died when my father was young and grandpa never remarried. My parents were at work so I did my homework in our house. He was at home and asked to hold me on his lap and touched me. He did it several times. One time he even did it to several of our neighbors' children when we asked him to tell us stories. He said his condition would be to let him touch our private parts. We were so stupid and so naive and we let him do that so we could listen to him telling stories. The last time he did it he showed me his penis and even asked to go to bathroom with him(we share a bathroom with others in the yard). I saw the ugly thing and didn't go. After that when I was alone with my mom I made up my courage to tell her about it. A short time later he went back to his villiage and never visited us again. But my parents never talked about it with me. I never told anybody even my hubby. I only told a father whose father in law didn't wear clothes at his house. I tried to warn him of potential molestion if he had daughters. I have always felt ashamed of it even though he didn't rape me. I felt I didn't have the purity as other girls. Even though I've been successful in other aspects and grow up to be a happy girl, from the bottom of my heart I feel inferior to others and was afraid nobody would love me because of this. I hate him. I can't even put up with other familiy members talking about him. They didn't know. I remember taking off the black band when he died. But even now I can't understand how my father still loves him when he did that to me. I think my mother told my father or my grandpa wouldn't be able to leave so soon. I do love my dad but whenever he talks about grandpa I have resentment.
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2006-01-16 22:56:17
